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Teo Xue Hui. 16 june 1991 :D Affiliated to Cant stand Creepy Crawlies and am terrified of INJECTIONS ACCIDENT PRONER. unfolding stories
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Sunday, December 27, 2009
'Each day's a gift and not a given right'"" - posted by -- at 12:36 AM i hope to constantly keep in mind, that.. Labels: the sun as my reminder
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
It has been four days since my return from the Philippines!"" - posted by -- at 8:46 PM  well.. the return home was bittersweet. For one, i cannot begin to tell you how extremely grateful i am to have my clean bathroom again, complete with that wonderful flush system, so much so that it brings me so much joy to hear the water gushing out in response to my pressing of that button(flush). TOILETS ARE AMAZING. i think no one who went on the trip would disagree, considering the days we spent together trying to let whats suppose to come out remain inside. haha. just recall the first time we entered the museum, there were people so awed by the automatic flush system. But on the other hand, i kinda miss the whole thing alot. the whole traveling together and performance for the kids. its was great. a truly unforgettable moment we all missed. on the whole, it was one of the most memorable, meaningful and enjoyable moments of my life. there are too many photos, so you guys can go check it out on FB. bet Chrysan's posted all the unglam shots and people have tagged them. tsk.      To justine and Irish. thou i wish i could have composed a longer one instead of being so preoccupied with thoughts     something i'll definitely remember irish by. (:  Justine(left) and Irish(right). haha. my adopted children. i didn't expect to shed a tear. really didn't see it coming. so when it happened, it really caught me by surprise. there weren't many people left to comfort those who were sobbing, folding children into their embrace, all the while saying "mahal kita". i wonder a lot what Justine and Irish are doing. if they'll ever remember me. if i would become just a figment of their memories. someone who came, and someone who went. perhaps that's why i start to hope for a chance to go back there again and make sure that does not happen. i guess we often get too caught up in life to notice the beauty of simplicity. to be fair, i guess thats all we've been taught to believe in by allowing ourselves to be conformed to the pattern of this world. i think we need change. to be transformed. so as to get contendment and the happiness that follows in that we seek so much. finally finished reading My Sister's Keeper. certainly the ending sent me reeling in shock. i couldn't believe what Jodi Picoult let happen. what was she thinking when she drew this conclusion? so that it'll be an easier decision to make on Sara and Brian's part? sigh.. its was shocking. but sometimes that's life. things you don't expect, but you begin to see the beauty and the meaning of it once the curtains draw.. Labels: its bittersweet with the memories
Monday, December 07, 2009
POA test today (seriously dead for it btw)"" - posted by -- at 5:41 PM stats test tomorrow. Portfolio B by friday, 1600 words. Leaving on Saturday. tell me how can i do so much in so little time? and on the same note, tell me how the heck did i managed my time 'so well'.. Can't imagine what it'll be like in Philippines. can hardly picture it. haha. so grateful for being placed in the same facilitating group as stelly/Alla. so cool. as we can't keep raving about it, ITS FATE. really fate and God man. i mean like whats the probability of an error resulting in this! totally AWESOME! sold the 40 lollipops already. gave the proceeds to OV today. its nearly 6.15pm and i've just memorized 3/4 of lecture 2 notes. cool. another 3,4,5,6. sian. Neopets is fun. really people, you guys should get your childhood act back together again. speechcom presentation last week was really stressful. i could feel the tension and pressure when i was making my speech. haha. remembered all the funny moments. funny people really do funny things. xD i still dun like speechcom. dun think i ever will. :( i should get back to revision. the test is tmr and its my first time actually processing the information from the lecture slides. cool huh? somehow or another, i always seem to have no time to really prepare myself. Goodbye. just in case i forget. see you all till the 18th! (: Labels: seeing is believing
Monday, November 30, 2009
BEEN VERY VERY BUSY OUT OF THE LATE."" - posted by -- at 10:59 PM gotta finish portfolio asap before my network gets changed. sky peeeeing with speechcom mates. REALLY FARCUS SPEECHCOM why do i feel like we're cracking our brains way too hard for this question? till to the point when it doesn't feel right. many of the points seem to have something weirdly wrong when i look at it again. is it just me? paranoid? i hope so. so sucky and i still have 40 lollipops to sell for charity for the GK trip. sighhh... anyone??? Labels: THE NEW F
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Pissed pissed pissed. I AM SO PISSED."" - posted by -- at 8:47 PM i really can't see things on the same level with adults. my adults at least. damn i am so pissed. Labels: screwed inside
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Was in the middle of portfolio A, but i decided to take a break. Left 500 more words! yay! Think i can be done with it soon. (:"" - posted by -- at 3:23 PM Yesterday was horrid. had my double T jabs. i know, I AM SO BRAVE RIGHT?? I ACTUALLY GOT THROUGH IT!!! HAHA! woah woah wow i AM strong. :D thou after the jabs i kinda left myself in healthserve cos i like forgot how to become myself before i had the jabs. HAHA. And now i think about it i really think i'm really useless, like my mum said, no tinge of empathy even thou she knows how much i can't stand injections. Tsk. So aly told me to KEEP BREATHING when they're gonna insert, and to BREATHE HARD like she demonstrated. I did. I really did listened to her, and you know what? it actually worked(THANKS ALY!). For the first needle, i breathed and breathed. other than that, i concentrated hard on breathing HARDER. When the first needle was done, i couldn't remember much pain. wonderment turned to relief. When the second needle was about to be served, i guess i got lost in all that transaction of change in emotions or whatever, i forgot to breathe. I forgot what to do, so while kinda paralyzed mentally and internally, i actually FORGOT HOW TO BREATHE. After this whole episode, waking up this morning to find myself lying on one of the arms, i realized, one, it wasnt as painful as i imagine if i pressed it, and two, the whole thing about forgetting how breathe yesterday was SO STUPIDDDDD. HAHA! ya. Injections really take alot outta me. after the jab i spaced out the entire way home and complained to my mum of what i think now as imaginary pain i thought i would feel yesterday if HS would have hit my arm. I don't even want to talk about my sister. HS actually thinks jabs are cool and good for me. She displayed too much anticipation when i told her a week ago, which i think as highly abnormal. Siao one. Think i better get back to this thing i have to pass up tommorrow. I had weeks to do it, and i guess i really didn't manage my time well. So glad IT is over. :D No more jab-ing please. Labels: stick your needle somewhere else.
Friday, November 13, 2009
start to see who i can't be"" - posted by -- at 10:42 PM starting to realize who i am know how to start being the one i am knew from the start that there is a start to everything that comes to an end or anything with no beginning yet. started by starting to highlight the highs of every single day started by asking through praying started to see the minute change started to see the cold thaw slowly away started to feel more at ease started to accept me started to accept the fact that regrets only get you so far; lost in some trace of time started to try to stop counting each day as it comes started to try to live the memories i count starting to see this could work starting to see the world as it is and demand little by little starting to feel better each time i feel i am not starting to realize that i have alot of things left undone starting to realize this has gone on longer than planned initially, from a statement to a ramble. now ending to hopefully, actually, start something (: ps: starting to see that the fonts and layout of this blogskin really suck cos the space is small and now my post look haphazardly done becos the words look damn cramped! damn! looking for a new blogskin NOW! thats a START. Labels: its a start |
