The City That Never Sleeps

Faith & Trust The City That Never Sleeps

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posted : Sunday, March 18, 2012

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SOWHATSUPPP

Been busy with work and yeah, I got these watches at cine specially to go with my work attire. Aren't they awesome? Of course my photog skills too AND the camera ;D

Not much to update.

Work at Garretts was fine. Like the people and the outlet. Only problem is that my outlet is too damn hot due to the ingenious number of spotlights in the shop.

Life's been good so far. Could go better, could do with a little less setbacks and a little more things to cheer me up on, but anyhows, its bearable.

I spoilt my itouch.

Sickeningly depressed and upset.

I cried for an hour over it.

LOL.

It wasn't the major problem but it was a trigger that set things off.

What a nasty thing to happen, now i got no music to and fro from jurong to somerset.

Lucky I got mytimeoccupiers<3

Heh. Retards who wanted to take neoprints.

Actually I think it's just one retard, and it's none other than the birthday boy.

Mytimeoccupiers<3!

Also I finished reading The Hunger Games trilogy! :D

I like the humble & sweet ending because I love Peeta, and he turns out more than fine, more than what I expected :D

Short review, I think overall it might remind you a lil of the twilight saga especially when the feelings get stronger in the second book, but otherwise, it's still mostly sticks to the development of the plot that never diverts from the heroine's struggle for stability in life against the government.

EVERYBODEH SHOULD READ IT.

Then proceed to wait for the movie to come out, like me. :D

Nahahaha. I can't wait.

Oh and I wanna watch lady in black or sth, since everybody and critics have been raving about it.

Okay bye & love

Labels: Because life is but a stream..

12:55 AM

posted : Thursday, March 01, 2012

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So in the mood to blog but I just don't have the words quite panned out, right now.

Just had the fortune of vast time to pick up on my reading time and enjoy the stillness of the life I could only always dream of in the rush of my academic years.

Not that the book was particularly good (Jodi Picoult's Sing You Home) because we have a clash of belief systems, and the book as it turns out, as I expected, wasn't going to be portrayed the way I would have agreed to.

Lol, which makes me think again why I even bought it.

But I still a favorite quote from it,

"You can't lose if you're the one who walks away from the game before it's over"

Definitely, you can't lose. What will you lose? When there is nothing to begin with?..

I don't really know how to keep myself busy because i am a habitual slacker by nature.

Even if stillness get uncomfortable once in a while, and thoughts start to drift in and out, i will still remain where i am one.

But i need to keep myself half busy, so i will be distracted from waiting for something remarkable to take place in life.

Which is why i need a job man. Still looking online. But i don't know if i should schedule or what cos i still want to take a trip. :/

A wise crack (aka Albert Einstein) once said,

"The woman who follows the crowd will usually go no further than the crowd. The woman who walks alone is likely to find herself in places no one has ever been before."

Sometimes i don't know if its a good thing or bad thing to stand out in a way.

If you take the beaten track off the clearly paved pathway are you really bound to end up somewhere better? Somewhere where someone would wish they would have been if they had followed you?

I'm not so sure.

All I know is that wherever I'm heading, there's a lamp at my foot.

Constantly guiding, showing me whats in front just 3 steps or more ahead, but not revealing the destination of my whole path.

I should think this should be good..

Labels: a midnight post

1:53 AM

posted : Monday, February 27, 2012

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But I don't want to grow up..

So.. The holidays are here. I wanna take a trip, do a job, get happier every single day.

I got no idea what and where I wanna go after i am done with all this studying. Where would I be? Most importantly where would God lead me to?

Searching for jobs online. But I wanna take a trip so which first?? :(

I really want the trip though. Sigh

I like my nails before. LOL. Cool huh. Thought that it was worth a snap of the camera.

RAHHH.

I need to start swimming soonnnn.

TMR TMR TMR.

I promise myself!

Labels: 停在这里不敢走下去..

11:05 PM

posted : Thursday, February 16, 2012

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Chandler: Hi honey I’m home.

Monica: From the tequila factory?

Chandler: It was awful. To get out of going to dinner with Doug I told him that you and I split up. So then he took me to all these strip clubs and sleazy bars, and then when I wouldn’t give him my wedding ring, he threw a soda can at a bird!

Monica: Come here. I can breath through my mouth. (Hugs)

Chandler: Y’know what the worse part was? I got to see what my life would be like without you. It was like It’s a Wonderful Life with lap dances. Please promise that you will never leave me, that we will grow old together, and be with each other for the rest of our lives..

Labels: So is it a wonderful life?..

12:59 PM

posted : Wednesday, February 15, 2012

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ANYWAY

I know this might be done on impulse or what,

But placed an order for the boots I wanted and start living for myself and make myself happy!

After the disgusting previous post.

NICE HUH.

Forget about getting scolded by mom or what not. I need to start making myself happy(even though technically I have been making myself happy alot via online shopping, tsk its the angpaohappiness! xD) whenever I think life is unfair or whatever nonsense gets in my head.

CANT WAIT FOR THEM TO ARRIVED! :DDD

Labels: I don't want my heart to stay heavy for long so I did something about it :D

1:33 AM

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I really very tired of being fghijing disappointed.

I really really HAO LEI.

Really.

You can only count on YOURSELF to bring happiness to yourself.

No.. don't expect it from anyone else

not unless they're your parents, your sister, your closeclosecloseknitted friends, your soulmate

who will never let your smile down.

Never fail it showing up at the presumed timing.

Never.

Start relying on yourself.

And I really need to shit.

Felt fat today so I ate some stupid chinese tea and now its calling.

Stupid day.

Stupid life and its expectations.

Really as the lyrics go,

拥抱着并不真实的欲望

Labels: 拥抱着并不真实的欲望

1:09 AM

posted : Tuesday, February 14, 2012

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Thought I'll take some time off my mugging sessions to blog my heavy heart out.

I don't know what to do, either do I know what not to.

I don't know what to expect, either do I know what not to

So right now, I'm just waiting..

Just waiting and taking orders from my Father.

Am I upset? Yes.

Am I disappointed? Yes.

Am I frustrated? Again, Yes.

But what is one to do?

When you feel life is dragging you gently by the neck,

prompting you forward,

you can only go with it and move on along.

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Anyways, I posted sth on fb.

Something I grabbed off tumblr and decided to share on this heavily commercialized/imported festival.

"God is writing my love story"

I hope everyone out there who is single, who is eagerly awaiting for a fairytale to happen, who is yearning to hug someone they love, who is sad that they are not out there with someone special today,

You guys, I hope you know,

that He is writing your love story.

I think it is so easy to feel depressed and sad when you see your friends surrounded with gifts from admirers and lots of strangers holding hands in pairs,

I get it that it is so out there, so heavily publicized and promoted, the benefits, how charming it is to be in love with someone,

but I hope you let Him be the author of your life, your love story.

Cuz it can't go wrong.

Sigh. Anywaysss..

I really need to have faith. As in in my future.

I dunno why I constantly find myself fighting myself for that smile to stay up there.

Just constantly I have something I need to forget about, pretend nth ever bothers me.

Tough fight,

in staying inwardly happy, it is.